If we were having a cup of coffee right now, I´d tell you how hard everything is at the moment. That I´ve been doing my best to get everything done, that I´ve been working really hard, but the pile of things to get done doesn´t seem to get any smaller. I get amazing chances at different projects, but it´s all just a little to much. I´m learning to say no, but it´s hard…
If we were having a cup of coffee right now, I´d tell you that I´m trying to exercise a little, to do moderate things, a little ab work, walking, etc. I´d tell you that this broken arm is really annoying me and that I have to step back on a lot of things. But I also do things I shouldn´t do, since it just doesn´t work otherwise. Yes, it hurts, yes, I shouldn´t, but it is impossible to get fully dressed and prepare a whole meal with just one hand.
If we were having a cup of coffee right now, I´d tell you that I love reading. That I´m reading this sweet book right now and I´m really enjoying it. I´d ask you, if you like to read and what kind of books you like. I´d ask you if you were reading anything good at the moment.
If we were having a cup of coffee right now, I´d tell you that I really miss working out. Like really working out, feeling every muscle, sweating and just feeling fully alive. Because right now, I´d tell you, I feel like a puppet, whose strings are lost. I have a lot to do and people keep telling me I should do more in less time. This puppet is being forced to move from the ouside, jumping around like crazy on itself actually getting things done, but never living up to the exceptions from the outside. Slowly and steadily falling apart.
If we were having a cup of coffee right now, I´d tell you that I´d like to have a dog. I love dogs, they have a sense for emotions and a heart so loyal. I´d really love a dog, to pet when I´m feeing angry and give a kiss when I´m feeling sad. I´d ask you, if you like dogs.
If we were having a cup of coffee right now, I´d tell you I have to go and get more things done. I´d tell you, I´d love to stick around a little longer, but it´s not possible, since otherwise I would be up past midnight and would be really pissed the next day.
If we were having a cup of coffee right now, I´d hug you good-bye and tell you I enjoyed talking to you and that I´d love to have another coffee with you sometime. I´d add that next time I´ll take a cup of tea, since milk doesn´t do my stomach well.
If we were saying good-bye right now, I´d take the chance to ask you if you´d like to repeat this (virtual) coffee-date. I´d tell you to write me and that I´m looking forward to your words!