A letter, miles and hope

This poem was inspired by something wonderful yesterday. Enjoy!
Can you guess what it is?

I open it,
anxious,
happy
I can not believe it.

This seems unreal

I know it´s nothing bad,
in fact, I know how positive it is,
yet, I feel I can´t speak,
my eyes water.

I cry

Why am I crying?
I can´t believe it came
it´s so beautiful
it´s so emotional

My heart is warm

the words are like warm water
only warmer
they are like the comfort of a cozy blanket
only cozier
they are like a poem
only more beautiful
they are a long-lost story
being retold

our story

yet I feel it´s not come to an end,
there is more to it,
still to be created,
still to be lived.

I have hope

I read and read it over,
hold it like it´s sacred.

yet it is

It´s part of my heart,
telling me it still exists
and is in good hands.
I thought you were lost,
now I see you´re not.

you´re there

How joyful
how amazing
what is that stitch in my heart?
I want to be happy
I want to leap and sing
and dance and cry
the pain won´t go

I cry

it´s part of this
I know
the happiness
the doubt
the pain
the thoughts
the fears
the memories
the connection

the hope

it´s never ending,
I´m sure.
Nothing can get between us,
not a thing.

It´s a long story

A million miles?
A missing letter?
A war?
A crisis?
We´ll make it.
If you just believe.

Please believe

Just tell me that it´s true.
Tell me that my hope is valid.
I know it is.
I feel it in my heart.
I belive.
Do you believe it too?