I´d like to share a little poem with you. It´s very personal…this is what I felt when I was in Le Cap D’Agde. The last verses are new mixing in current emotions. The whole thing is lighened up with wonderful photos of Cap D’Agde. This way you can think yourselves into me sitting there…thinking…
Enjoy.
Thinking of you,
sitting here,
on the rocks,
the sun stroking me gently,
like you once did.
Thinking of you,
Oh, how I miss you,
looking out at the sea,
trying to guess what´s behind the horizon,
eyes wandering, to the mountains and back.
Thinking of you,
your eyes,
my gaze lost in the molecules of the water,
stretched so wide and powerful,
beyond my sight.
Thinking of you,
so far away,
miles stretched between us,
I should have left thoughts behind,
I should have left you behind
but still I´m
Thinking of you,
out here, marvelling at the sunset,
the waves breaking.
My head aching.
Thinking of you,
will I ever stop?
it´s painful,
it´s confusing.
the waves are soothing.
Thinking of you,
make it stop,
say something,
anything,
because I´m still
Thinking of you,
for no particular reason.
When my head wants to relax,
I ban the thoughts of you, but it´s useless,
because I´m constantly
Thinking of you,
waiting here,
all the time.
I can´t help it.
They say I´m in love, but how do I know?
Thinking of you,
still.
and it´s not helping me.
I have no conclusion.
Thinking of you,
so far away,
wondering what you’re doing now,
thinking of me?
Thinking of you,
yes, I still am.
it´s been hours,
days, weeks, and still I am
Thinking of you,
lost in the memories,
stuck in dreams,
that won´t come true.
Thinking of you.
Still today.
Sometimes.
When the sky is grey,
and my mind wonders, then I am
Thinking of you.
You´ll never know.
Thinking of me? Probably not.
Thinking of her? Probably yes.
Thinking of you.
Only few times a day.
It´s become less.
I’m letting go.
Thinking of you.
Oh, ghosts let me be!
May the thoughts leave,
just like you did.
Thinking of you.
I damn the time.
I long for it back.
I curse the thoughts.
I want you back.
Thinking of you.
I won’t.
In a year, you´ll be gone,
out of my head,
like you are now long,
out of my life,
then I won’t be
Thinking of you.
Because you are not worth the time,
the emotions and my precious thoughts.
Because you
never thought of me.
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Very nice post, Sunshine! 😊
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Thank you very much:-)
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i love the lines, i love the pics. full of love and sadness…
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Thank you so much for your words…
so it is love I guess;-) and definitely a lot of sorrow…
Thanks again for the lovely comment!
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heartfelt and personal………perfectly captured the struggle of moving on. Loved it!
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Thank you so much for your lovely comment! It definitely is a struggle to move on…:-) Glad you loved it!!
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Reblogged this on Hannah Grace and commented:
Everybody should read this! ❤ It is so beautiful and well written. I sobbed reading it 😥 Really got to my heart, and it makes em grateful that people are still making the written word something that hits you right there! ❤
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Oh wow!! Thanks for the shoutout and reblog!
Your words really warm my heart and I am grinning so much right now!! It´s so wonderful to find people appreciating your work and writing that it moved them so much! I am so glad my words spoke to you in this way and yet I am sorry for bringing you to tears…
Thanks again!
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You’re welcome! I don’t mind, it was so beautiful and I like being moved to tears 🙂 ❤
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Well then, I am so glad it touched you like that!
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❤
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This is beautiful! I just cried so much ❤ I am in love with this, it is amazing!! 😀 ❤ I'm sharing this with all of my friends ❤
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Thank you so so so much for those absolutely wonderful words! It moves me to read it moved you this much and that you love it so much! Thank you. It means so much to me hearing that!
Have the most amazing week!
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You’re welcome! Thank you, and you! 🙂
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Haha well I guess I should be thanking “you” too;-) although I am not so quite sure about that…
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Hahaha 😉 🙂 This would get awfully long and complicated if we did!
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Oh yes..but I wonder if it were worth it…
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